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2003-03-05 - 1:01 p.m.
it's all about timing and cause and effect. it's nice to know i'm one step closer, and he's got the prettiest everything i couldn't even stand it, sitting behind him. i've been writing letters and writing in general, so much lately. tonight, i'm fixing all of the holes and lost buttons on my clothes so that i am mended and not falling apart. i'm excited to spend many days with natalie over break. i'm worried about how she will be after two weeks with this sleep study, because i'd go crazy, even with paper, mix tapes, letters and a boombox. it's hard not to overanalyze things, especially when you don't know the time of day or night. i should be catching the 1.10 bus but i think i just missed it, so i have to wait for the 2.10 bus. i bought a canvas the other day and my intentions are good and i will paint something today, as well as sew. and take a nap. and write more letters. and maybe dye my hair. and make some phone calls. my my my. it's funny how things add up. (post script: tori amos was amazing last night, as she always is. i wish that i could play the harpsichord and piano at the same time.)
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