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2003-03-25 - 3:27 a.m.
i'm going to miss the train this summer. not living here and hearing it come by, shaking my room, softly. it's 3.27am and i'm not even sleepy. i should be, even though i took a nap today. it sounded like the train just went off the tracks. or maybe it's because i'm still having that irregular heartbeat thing? where it gets stuck in my throat it feels like it at least and i have to stop for a second until it's okay again. it just started a couple of weeks ago. i thought i was dying or maybe having a heart attack but now i think it's just when i forget to breathe. (i'll be your record but don't play me.) i don't want to sleep alone tonight.
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