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2003-04-03 - 12:26 a.m.
i'm listening to the new radiohead and trying to keep my head above water while everyone else i know is pulling on my legs, trying to get to the surface. trying not to drown. it seems like shit has hit the proverbial fan for absolutely everyone i know. these past two weeks have been. hellish. for everyone i know. and it makes my heart hurt because stuff hasn't been that swell for me either. car accident number six and people letting me down (nothing new, just flashbacks or reoccurences of past let-downs) and i am trying to shove it all back into that place in my head where i only go when someone stops and asks 'how are you' but not just in passing but a real 'how are you' that actually wants the answer. we are all messes and no one wants to clean us up.
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