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2003-04-08 - 2:18 a.m.
i've never been that threatened before in my life. don't ever scream at me like that again. my hands were shaking, my face bright red and i felt sick to my stomach. i can't explain how "i'm so fucking angry at you i want to punch you in the fucking face" followed by you walking closer to me made me feel. i answered by saying "get the fuck away from me" and you looked scared, because i know you would never hit me but you scared yourself that you threatened it. and then your apology. i knew you meant it. you were upset. but it's not okay right now and i'm not sure when it will be. not only did i lose respect for you, but i felt unsafe. and after all of those times i took care of you and did my best to make you feel better, i can't believe you made me feel that awful. i know you feel sick that you reacted that way. and i can't say i understand why you did. but i know you are sorry. just don't ever fucking. do it again.
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