that i am thoroughly freaked out about how everyone is connected to each other.

everyone i know seems to have met hung out with lived with dated loved hated known everyone else and i don't even need any fucking kevin bacon to tie these ends together because everyone. is intertwined.

i'm creeped out by all of this. i've decided i'm moving to some foreign country where my name can be something mysterious and smooth like genivieve (reminds me of french lace and classy linens) or maybe a name that's jarring and stand-offish-awkward like edna (reminds me of brand new composition notebooks and canned green beans)

i need to be invisible.

just for a little while.

because all of these "hey do i know yous?" are beginning to make me realize the world is really that fucking small.

prove me wrong.